"I want to be Singapore Idol !! "

ok you, yes you, stop laughing there, I heard you k. ;p

Well cmon, don't most of us, if not, some of us have more or less a little performing desire in us? I am sure you have! If not for the lack of talent or the lack of courage, think all of us can be super stars already! hehe. haiz for me, I lack both larh thats y I am still sitting here fantasizing. ;<

I like Candice in the most recent episode! the one who sang 'If I aint got you' by Alicia Keys! oh manz she sang so well, even better than alicia keys! (ops, exaggerated k.)
Immensely inspired by her singing and charisma on stage, i excitedly went ahead to print the lyrics and tried to sing the song with as much passion I feel for this song. Yes i do love this song!

but after doing so, oh manz am i utterly disappointed in my super low-power voice! I cant carry out the song at all!!! Y am i not born with a diva's voice!! I think I sound more like a loser in the making! haizz... God is unkind... (I am joking k, God)
To think I was even hoping that i might be able to sing as well as her, I must be reali out of my mind.(somebody, help me!)

Anyway the point here isnt to annouce to you that I am having this watsoever idol dream k.hee. I am someone who know my limitations.

some other sentiments to share after watching the Singapore Idol...

I wonder is it better to be judged by others or to judge others. Having the status of being judged by others very often implies that you have some market value which make u worthy to be evaluated by others but it often can only put you in a powerless position.That certainly applies to well known ppl in the entertainment industry and also in this Singapore Idol context.

Judging others on the other hand is alot easier. Anybody can join in the fun. Just open your mouth and speak your mind, no logic got logic nobody can stop u cos its your own perspective that matters.
Sad to say, ppl sometimes or very often like to take on a cynical and over-critical approach in judging others.

We are constantly judging people around us every min of our life, consciously or unconsciously. It's effortless isnt it?
But at the same time, we too are targets of being judged by others based on wat we are doing every min of our life. It's tiring isnt it?

See no evil. Hear no evil. Say no evil.