"Randomization"

Realized that I have not been blogging for quite some time. Don't have a specific issue in mind to talk about so will be blabbering away randomly just to keep this blog updated at least. May be abit boring to read for those not involved...

Now is already mid june. so fast. Have been quite happy so far in this holidays maybe cos have been busy with different upcoming things along the way so no time for any sort of depressive episode to occur anytime. When your mind is preoccupied, you have less time to find small little things to get sad over.

The most recent event is my very good frens' joint bdae celebration. That is yapjin-cum-jingya bdae party which was entirely planned and prepared by a few of us. I think the process of it is quite fun and exciting as we brainstormed wat games to play and anticipate what will happen and stuff. It gives us reasons to meet often to discuss abt it. Most of their frens are quite sporting and cooperative with our silly games and forfeits and together with the bdae girl and boy with their gemini personality, it ultimately makes the party a successful one! Nice ppl, nice outcomes! The swimming pool resided in the condo really make it a convenient spot for pranks or sabo to occur any time. I will not forget jingya's condo pool for sure cos I got thrown into it on 2 different fateful occassions- one time on my bdae and the most recent on their bdaes! So scary and shocking when 2 pairs of hands suddenly come grabbed me from behind like that. Traumatic 'rape' experience. [btw theres something called the Rape myth: 'Girls enjoy being raped?' its obviously not true FYI!! ] Hey, I can afford to struggle even more one ok, I am just giving in to your in the end only! so dun play play!

Very glad to see most of our JC frens. It's reali rare chance to see them again unless we purposefully organize regular outings which is quite unlikely. Nice of them to turn up and stay for quite long during the party!

Let me mention this though it shld be private, I had my very first passionate kiss with the most unexpected gender after the party, all in the name of fun and experience only. Even had it video filmed and photographed by accompanying close frens! hahaz. Shant elaborate here in public since it shld be personal. *wink*

As I have said b4, the online friendster network is analogous in our real life. Friends get to know each other's friends and becum a bunch of good frens together. For certain outings and occassions, it's def better to have a bunch of common mutual frens. Can do more things together. On the other hand, it's always a pleasure to get to see who those ppl reali are after hearing so much from your fren. Eg ZH, Ken and Alex whom Yokie always mention to us. Its the feeling of 'so des neh' (in jap) when meeting those ppl in person after hearing so much abt them. And it's reali a good thing that YJ can click so well with us and now we can always call him along for any of our gatherings and outings. Told you its friendster in real life! It's amazing.

I also realized that the presence of a convenient mode of transport can make more things possible. That is to say, havinig a car around among frens make late nites possible and previously inacessible places more possible to visit. All these while reali must thanks to yokie's and karina's cars that have made so much convenience to the rest of us. hehz

Hope Karina can make it to Yokie's bdae celebration but at the same tme also hope she can get her job interview in UK. Dilemma.

Glad that Phil is back on track with us after a minor incident that happened. Time allows one to give thought to a matter and decide what should be the best course of action and attitude by means of what your heart tells you.

The coming of July also means that my thai trip is coming soon. Kinda scared of mosquitoe bites and hygiene problems. ha. obviously they are for me to overcome and not avoid larh. No choice. Got to learn to cope. At least can see that the ppl going along are kinda nice and easygoing bunch of guys and girls. That shld be more impt than anything.

Abit miss talent scouting...the job that can force out the more outgoing persona in me to reach out to ppl in the streets. The wide amazing eyes to show my interest in them. The more higher pitched tone for clearer voice. And the casual frenly talk that I can strike with some chatty ones. But whenever I recalled the agony in getting enough numbers everday and the cold shoulders I will receive from some rude ppl, I know I am not missing it for long.