"There's something about Mary" (typo: Mary=Gin)

I am quite stingy when I have no money but being stingy is not my nature. Let's put it this way. I am just being calculative on my "poorer" days. No movies and shopping. Pardon me pls.

I appreciate honesty very much but not demeaning straightforwardness. There is a difference. But given straightforwardness or telling lies, I wld still prefer the former but appreciate it less than the gesture of honesty.

I am not good at telling lies. Cos I am not spontaneous enough to think of imaginary details to respond fast enough. And I really don't like the feeling of it. So pls don't ask me play the card game Bluff. Nonetheless, that doesn't mean I have not told a single lie in my entire life before. It is totally impossible. Any person is already telling a lie if he says he never told a lie before.

I have alot of shortcomings. They are very hard to change though I always would hope to change myself for the better. It takes time and effort and some cognitive psychology to take place. I realized that it's easier to change how one perceive things than one's character traits. I used to dislike myself very much in the past but only in recent years I have grown to accept myself and my own identity.

I feel that there's no one and only one in the world cos infact, there will be many ppl along the way you would think that match with your liking. It's only a matter of who you want to give your heart to and stay true to it. Marriage is therefore a legal commitment to block one from any future temptations thereafter.

We have seen in movies and TV dramas when a married man say to his secret lover this line " If only I had known you earlier...." It depicts 2 facts. First, one may bound to meet even more suitable lovers along the way. Second, time factor is a crucial thing, as in who you meet first in your life.