I am here....you know?

I saw her again...in Bishan park this time round while I was cycling. We again went pass each other just like that. I stopped my bike and turned to look at her back jogging away from my sight. Such a familiar yet distant figure....

We never fail to bump into each other once in awhile, here and there, anywhere, at coffeeshop, in Shop N Save or at bus stop. If not, I would bump into her brother instead. I know she does not want to acknowledge me even if she has seen me. I didn't want to call her too if not wanting me to see her is her intention. Despite her purposeful ignorance towards me on the streets, when the day of the year came, I know I will never fail to see her name appear in my msg inbox on my bdae.

Everytime I see her, I really feel the urge to let her know this:

Any time when you feel like reuniting back with me, I am here and I promise that I will NOT ask you bothersome questions regarding your disappearance, your sudden weight gain and loss or anything that you don't feel like talking about, despite me having alot of questions on my mind about you. Your brother is not the only person whom you have with you. Somewhere out there, a very old friend is still here waiting for your re-acceptance any time when you are ready to open your door to me...

Something must be wrong....if not she will not 'ballooned' just like that...