Saturday, October 28, 2006

Subdued

As you have observed, I will try to update my blog once a week now since on weekdays, I will be too tired to do anything with the computer upon reaching home after work.

Will be going for staff retreat next mon and tues. Hope it will be an enjoyable getaway experience with other colleagues in the office. I guess life will be more eventful in the future with more upcoming ad-hoc duties and events that will be scheduled along the way.

Everywhere I go now, be it in camp or workplace, I am always the youngest and therefore feeling very inexperienced and small in the presence of others. I shall remember how I feel now and note the changes along the way as time goes. Cos I wonder when I can reach the stage when I no longer will feel this way but instead, feel empowered and being capable to guide and lead others. Now in every setting, I am always the one listening and following ppl which actually I dont enjoy very much. Sometimes I wonder is it bcos I am not given opportunities to prove what I may be able to do OR should I just be relieved that I am better off not given the oppt cos at the end of the day, I might just realized I do not have the ability to do so? haiz...

Recently received new case files of my own but have not really started anything with my clients yet cos still waiting for them to call me to book appointment for office interviews after sending out letters. So you can imagine me staring at the phone for it to ring these days. haa. Cant wait to have a hands-on experience with my own clients to have the real taste of what my work will be like man.

Dint get to meet and catch up with some of you since the last time we met. Hope you guys are fine? Exams are coming soon i guess, work hard ok and hope to meet up one day to chill out or something. All the best for now. Keep in touch.

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