AOB (any other business)

I once read back my old posts out of boredom. Somehow I am quite amazed by how inspired I can be to write on certain random things in life. I seem to have lost all inspiration to be able to blog like before. Ha. It could be the different stage of life that I am in. I dunno. But I still feel that I am the same old me but why that I no longer can blog like how I used to before? It's weird.

I realize that everyone looks nice when they smile. Everyone and anyone. Of cos I can't deny the fact that some ppl do have greater and brighter smiles than others due to their own physical attributes. I am generally not a smiley person. I wish I am. I dun like my teeth bcos of some gaps in between. I dun like my face shape bcos its big and I have very small mouth which makes it harder to smile I feel. Ha. So many stupid reasons rite. But I remember that I felt quite encouraged when a friend once commented that I look 'cute' (not exactly flattering but still nice to hear) when I smile so he told me that I shld smile more. Praise does work wonder. Lets remind ourselves not to be too stingy in praising others everday.

I feel quite bored going lunch with the same usual khakis at work. I prefer when my other female colleague joins. If not, sometimes I am stuck with going with the same 2 or 3 guys to lunch and I really feel mentally stifled. They are nice ppl I must say...but too nice and proper. Can only talk about work. V sian...so much so that I rather eat in office sometimes. They don't ask enough qns or chat about their own lives which make me feel like shutting up as well. I feel tired having to be mostly the one to think of things to say during lunch just to break the silence among them. Talking to females is easier. Females are more chatty. For guys, its easier to talk to cheeky types who will disturb you or the kind who is opinionated enough to discuss various topics with. But yet I have another male colleague who is too opinionated...he likes to challenge me on the things that I said which gets on my nerves as he makes me feel whatever I say is wrong. Haa... I am so hard to please. No...actually I dont think so.

It is nice to idolize a fav popstar or singer. I used to have idols whom I can divert my attention to. Waiting for his appearance on TV, waiting to buy his new album etc. I lost all these interest. Currently, no one is on my list. Quite sad. I must find someone to idolize so that I have something to look fwd. Hahz...

The things that I say is so random.....see... I have lost the ability to blog properly already.

Break

Feel quite lazy and unmotivated to continue my blog on the since-so-long-ago china trip so will just stop my update till there bah I suppose.

So as for now, don't bother to read back my blog if you have been doing so (thanks..though i dunno how many of u do) as I dun think I will be updating any sooner...so save the trouble yar!

Last but not least, shall show post some random pics of my company's first D&D. Can guess the theme?



Argh....some error occured while uploading the pics! So sway! hmm next time perhaps..sorry!