This and That

I am someone who is easily inspired. It could be a movie, an incident, a piece of news or a song.
Usually the feeling is very transient but I enjoy the instantaneous moment of uplift. Like I always say, I like songs with 'gao chao'. Pls introduce me songs with such. I will love it.
Anyway, rented Prison Break VCD to watch recently. After watching the episodes, feel like breaking into prison...like so exciting. hahaa..

I felt happy that my parents did not give in to my sis's suggestion to allow her bf to move into our place temporarily. I felt happy that my feelings has been considered and cared for. I nearly thot that my parents will just give in to every request of my sis' just so to reduce conflict with her. My father speak up good and rational reasons for having to discourage it. My sis has little to say. Thanks god.

Sometimes I find that my values are in conflict with that of my organization in terms of certain work processes and schemes. I disagree with certain things but I have to follow. Like I said to my colleague, I cannot convince myself to do something if I do not understand the rationale of doing it. I need to know why. But in many occasions, I will just follow and save the trouble of asking why. I will then whine and complain. Why am I so rebellious and uncooperative at heart? But I know I'm not.

Turning 24 soon yet I still feel like i'm 19. Damn. When can I feel like a real adult? I want to grow up.