Weekend break

Finally back to the comfort of my home!!! Next week 5 days camp to go!! AAhhhhh......

Probably too many nitty gritty details that I can say abt the camp which I will not say here. Got alot of talks throughout the camp to tell us the many divisions of PA, the functions and roles blah blah blah which I usually switch off midway. Dun like to listen to wat the goals and wat core values of the association larh. So idealistic. At the end of day, its just about putting in your best to whatever you are required to do, and if better, do more if you can!

Besides that, got team building games which I enjoy more. Kayaking at sea sports club too which is quite tiring but pretty enjoyable. But next week quite scary leh, heard one outdoor activity need to hold on to a rope and swing to another end and drop urself onto a platform one. If dun drop correctly, will fall into a pond. eeeekk....dunno can or not leh. Then every nite got project discussion as by the end of the camp, will need to present to a group of directors man. Aiya they are just making use of us to churn out new ideas to implement in the organization lar. dumb.

A fren asked me any cute guys around. Well 30 ppl in total. Around 12 guys here. Pretty good mix rite. Mostly in the 20s with some exceptions. So a pretty much young group lor. hmm... my definition of 'cute' is different from how some others use to desribe cute guys lar. It is not based on a physical attribute but come from within. Like I find one guy cute bcos he speaks in a very hokkien style, always laughing from ear to ear and very easygoing. He dun have to try to crack jokes and the way he speaks alr very funny. hahaa

Being in a camp, you have to socialize every minute of the day. Easy for you if you are an extrovert. For me, if i am tired or moody, I dun bother to socialize unless u urself come forward to talk to me. I feel that within girls, a certain sense of hostility can occur once impression is set. If you feel that you cannot click with this person, you will find urself avoiding or not taking the initiative to talk more to the person after that. I dunno whether some of you know what I mean. Thats why they always say that girls have a hard time working under a female superior cos there is this sense of hostility brewing in the same-gender relationship. This does not occur between a girl and a boy. Bcos of the innate difference between the two genders, there is a form of attraction that spark off naturally regardless of the initial impression formed. Its like 'I may not like you but bcos you are a different gender, I am curious and want to know more about you'. This then triggers further interaction. It is also of the fact that guys feel the need to take charge so they will take initiative to strike a conversation with you. Such dynamics does not frequently occur among girls. Funny. Then among boys, it seems different again. Guys bcum 'brothers' easily after sing song talk cock. There is less of bitching around as compared to girls. U know what I mean?

Alrite enough of that.....i am tired of typing la. Want to treasure this weekend fully b4 going thru another 5 days of camp once again..... Gambateh!